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Archive-title: The C.A.P. Clinic - I





                              - Chapter One -

                                 The Clinic



Ann was stunned as she hung up the phone. She'd known John had been going

to the Centre's clinic about his headaches and stomach problems, but didn't

know he'd been seeing a lady shrink.



He'd mentioned he'd seen the psychologist who'd given him some relaxation

and meditation exercises to follow, and they had seemed to help. But he'd

never mentioned seeing another doctor, and a young woman at that, from her

voice.



Now, the doctor wanted to see her next week at 4:30 during John's "session"

whatever that was all about, and talk with her about helping John with his

problems.



Dr. Whetmore had said not to say anything to John about their conversation

or next week's visit, which had seemed strange, but then she didn't want

John upset. She had assured Ann there was nothing to worry about, but she

felt Ann could really help John with his problems and help him on the road

to recovery. She'd said she'd seen this in lots of young executives who

were under terrible strain to produce as they moved up in their careers.



John was the Director of Public Relations for the Centre and had just taken

over this position from his predecessor about a year ago. It was just about

6 months ago that John had started getting these headaches and stomach

aches that had sent him to the Centre's clinic.



About that time he'd come home and told Ann that he thought there was some

"funny business" going on with the way the clinic was run, but that he

needed more evidence before he told her more.



He was always such a straight arrow, and with the amount of government work

the Centre did, he felt it his duty to find out if there was something

going on that wasn't right. He'd occasionally tell her things about some of

the research the clinic did, but since much of it was 'hush hush' he

couldn't tell much except it involved some high tech "brainwashing" and

"mind control" stuff.



Much of the work the Centre for the Advancement of Psychology, or CAP as it

was called by the employees, did was just normal psychology research with

rats, and such or studying which colors had what affect on people, and

relaxation methods and techniques for stressed out executives or high

ranking government people.



It was a fast paced environment and there was a lot of stress, so CAP ran

its own private health clinic with a full range of services from general

medical to addiction rehab, to psychology and psychiatry.



John had gone to the clinic about 3 months ago and lately it seemed to have

helped. His stomach aches were far less freguent and his headaches seemed

to go away when he closed his eyes and just let himself relax. He seemed to

hum some silly mantra or something, kind of like a familiar lullabye, but

it seemed to help and he was in a much better mood, except when Ann brought

up the subject of starting a family.



With John at age 33 and she at age 30, she felt it was time, and she badly

wanted a baby before it was too late. She was surprised at how few of the

women she knew whose husbands worked at the clinic had children, but they

seemed to poo-poo it by saying "We have our pets, and careers, and besides

these silly men are just like children anyway."



Many of the wives worked right at the Centre, and many of them worked in

the special daycare where workers and local townspeople received excellent

daycare and nursery care for their pre-schoolers, but Ann so far hadn't

been interested in a "career", especially with other people's children and

babies.



                     the Visit and the Secret Revealed



The week had gone uneventfully, and John seemed much better. He'd been

sleeping so soundly, he'd wet his bed twice that week, but Ann didn't have

the heart to scold him or make fun of him. He seemed embarrassed enough

when he woke up and had to change his bed and PJs.



He'd been listening to some tape or something the doctor had given him, but

all Ann could hear was music and nature sounds. It seemed very relaxing and

soothing, but Ann didn't have time for that nonsense.



Finally, Friday afternoon at 4:25 Ann sat waiting for Dr. Whetmore, when

Dr. Rotman came out and invited her into his office to "talk" before they

went in to see John and his associate.



While they talked, Dr. Rotman explained that much of John's problems were

due to the stress of his job, and this silly "investigation" he'd started,

and finally decided to drop. His pressure and the strain were making him a

little paranoid, seeing "bogey men everywhere" as Dr. Rotman explained it.



While the doctor was talking he kept playing with a small shiny ball on a

thin metal chain, kind of like a pendulum, and Ann was fascinated by it as

it swung back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, with a gentle,

steady rythm, and the soft click, click as it hit the other ball. She found

it hard to concentrate on what the doctor said at first, but then it seemed

so much easier, as she relaxed and just listened to him while she watched

the ball.



Finally, the doctor said "Let's go see Dr. Whetmore and John, Ann so we can

find how to help John with is problems."



Ann found herself rising and taking the doctor's arm as they walked slowly

to the room at the end of the hall, and the doctor kept talking slowly and

softly to her reassuring her everything would be alright, just as long as

she accepted John's problem and helped him to get over the stresses he was

feeling.



As they entered the room, Ann saw an attractive young woman sitting in a

chair beside a couch talking to a man who was lying on the couch with

headphones on and with a small tube going into his arm. He was covered with

a blanket up to his chest, and Ann could see his feet were bare and he was

fast asleep.



As Dr. Rotman introduced the woman, Ann learned she was Dr. Janet Whetmore,

a psychiatrist who dealt with special problems like John's. Dr. Whetmore

talked softly to Ann for a while, and Ann began to really trust Dr.

Whetmore and to like her as though she were a long time friend and

confidante.



The two doctors exchanged knowing smiles, then Dr. Whetmore offered Ann a

glass of juice which she gratefully drank. After a few seconds she felt

very "alive" and "able to listen" to Dr. Whetmore and hung on her every

word.



Dr. Whetmore explained she was a psychiatrist who dealt with special

problems, called paraphilia. She explained these were fetishes or sexual

interests in objects or things, like feet, or clothing or a special time in

life. She explained many men wanted to dress up in women's clothing, and

this was called transvestitism and the "love of womens' clothing". She

explained that a lot of men in important positions, like John's, found the

stresses of everyday life caused them to want to escape into an easier

life, where they had no responsibilities, and a time when they were cared

for as babies.



These men wanted to wear baby clothing, and be dressed as babies,

especially in diapers and baby panties, and to wet their diapers like

little babies.



Unfortunately, their desires and their positions created further stresses

and conflicts and this sometimes made them sick, especially if there was

stress at home, or they were afraid their wife wouldn't accept their

fetish. Then they could get really sick and have a breakdown.



Ann felt very sad, and sorry for these type of men. How could their wives

be so mean as to deny them this outlet for their stresses. The doctor had

explained these people were called infantilists, who loved to dress and

play as babies, but didn't want to actually play "with babies" or children

at all. They just wanted to be babied and loved the way a mommy loved her

little baby.



In most ways they were as normal as any man, and could be capable lovers

and supporters, but needed to be babied sometimes to relieve stress and

escape from the pressures of their demanding roles and jobs.



As Ann thought about this it seemed to make so much sense, and besides here

was this learned doctor, her new friend, explaining it all softly to her,

and telling her she felt it was alright.



Finally, Dr. Whetmore said "John is an infantilist Ann. He wants to wear

diapers and baby panties, and be treated as a baby sometimes to help him

relieve the pressure of his job. That is why he has been so sick,

especially when you told him you wanted to have a new baby in your family.

It made him think you wanted someone new to love and care for and that you

wouldn't accept the baby inside him and let it come out.



John is lying here now, Ann and has been listening to a special tape I made

for him to help him feel better physically and to help him feel better

about himself. He also has been receiving an IV with pentathol in it so we

can talk to him and ask him questions and get the honest answers.



Would you like to talk to John and ask him about his being a baby, Ann ?"



Ann paused for a second, while she thought about her husband, the 33 year

old executive, being a baby, then finally said "I'm not sure, but I should

find out. If that's what he needs to get better, then I should know how to

help him. I do love him, and don't want to hurt him !!"



"Very good Ann, come and sit over here, where John can see you and you can

talk. I'll speak to him for a few minutes then you can ask him questions."



As Ann pulled her chair over closer to the couch, she recognized the young

man now as her husband John. The doctor talked to John for a few minutes

and finally said "John, your wife Ann is here now and wants to talk to you.

She knows you want to be a big baby, and to be her baby, so you can feel

comfortable about talking to her. Be a good boy and answer her questions

honestly and properly, just as you do for me."



To Ann she said "Go ahead, Ann, ask him anything you want."



Ann hesitated at first then said "John do you feel better knowing I know

you want to be babied ??" to which he replied "Yes, much better." then

asked her "Do you want to baby me ??"



Ann didn't know what to say for sure, but finally said "I think so, but I

don't have much experience. What do I have to do ??"



At this, Dr. Whetmore interrupted, and said "Ann, you just have to treat

John like a baby. Love him, take care of him. Feed him when he's hungry,

help him get dressed, and change his wet or dirty diapers when he need

changing. You can do that can't you ??"



At first Ann seemed a little shocked by the idea of changing diapers on her

husband, but then as the doctor told her it was just like playing dolls,

and when she used to babysit for the babies in her neighbourhood, she

decided it was easy and would be Ok.



Finally, Dr. Rotman gently pulled down the blanket, and Dr. Whetmore talked

to Ann, "See Ann, John is wearing diapers and baby panties just like a

little baby. He wet his diapers too, like a little baby. John likes to wear

diapers and to wet them like a baby, and needs his diaper changed now, just

like a little baby. You can do that can't you Ann."



As Ann said "Yes", the doctor led her over to the couch and gave her a

fresh diaper. She had some difficulty at first, and John seemed to squirm

around a bit, but as Ann talked soothingly to him, much like a mother with

an infant at changing time, he settled back, and Ann finally got the diaper

on him and the panties pulled up.



Ann felt a small pin prick in her arm, then began to feel very sleepy, yet

her mind seemed sharp and clear and she could hear her friend talking to

her. She could see herself taking care of John at home at night and on

weekends, with John crawling around and playing in a big playpen. She was a

happy mommy now with her baby around the house, and loved changing his wet,

or messy diapers.



John was much happier now, and a very good baby. Sometimes he was more like

a little boy, but always his diapers reminded her and him that he was still

a diapered baby.



The doctor told her she would give Ann two sets of tapes to listen to for

the next week until their next session. One just for John and one for Ann.

They should listen to the one with words each evening before bed, then the

one with the music all night. This would help them accept their new roles

of mommy and baby much easier and help John get better and feel better much

sooner.



Each week from now on, they would come together for their appointments, and

Ann should keep John diapered at bedtime from now on, and whenever possible

around the house. If John started wetting his pants during the day, she

should scold him like a toddler and then put him in daytime diapers too.



It was Ok for John to wear diapers at work, since many of the other men

wore diapers too, to relieve stress. Later on Dr. Whetmore would introduce

Ann to other mommies who had big babies at home, so they could exchange

ideas and babysit for each other.



Ann found herself warming to these ideas, and began to like the ideas of

having John toddling around the house in just a diaper, panties and Tshirt.

If she wasn't to have any little babies at home, at least she could have a

big baby at home.



Soon, both John and Ann were sitting chatting with the doctors, and Ann

found herself quite relaxed discussing the "needs" John would soon have. A

diaper bag, about 2 dozen cloth diapers and a dozen plastic panties, some

bottles and perhaps some special rompers and playsuits.



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                           Back to the Beginning



As Ann and John left, Dr. Whetmore smiled to herself. She turned to Dr.

Rotman and said "You were a good boy today Danny. I guess by now you need

your didees changed too don't you Snookums ??"



Dr. Rotman seemed to change before her eyes. He started snivelling and then

spoke in a little boy voice "Yes nana, me all pissy. Need didee change

peez." and Dr. Whetmore proceeded to have him lay down on the couch and

gently changed his soaking diapers then gave him a bottle and talked gently

to the sleeping baby.



In about a half hour, the two doctors left for home. Danny was meekly

carrying his diaper bag and teddy in one hand while he held "nana's" hand

with his other hand.



As she drove home, Janet mused to herself. Since coming to the Centre 6

years ago she never dreamed how successful this would be. She smiled as

they passed the town limits and she read the sign "Coucheville" and

translated from french to english, Diaper Town.



It was appropriately named.



Dr. Whetmore had worked in psychology and behaviour research for nearly 15

years, with 7 of those spent working on special government "brain washing"

and behaviour modification projects for various intelligent agencies. She

had learned her trade well and was considered one of the best behaviour

modification specialists in Canada, after leaving the US government service

to take up this position.



When her friend, Dr. Joyce Lovely, had told her of the need for a new

directory of Abnormal Behaviour, Janet had jumped at the chance. Funding

was virtually unlimited since many major corporations poured money into the

Centre for their research into buyer motivation, and the US and other

governments funded special projects for modification studies.



Janet's specialty had always been paraphilia, the love of objects or things

not normally related to sexual acts. In private practise she had learned

quite a bit about what motivated certain individuals to want to wear

clothing normally reserved for the opposite gender, or to wear leather or

rubber. What had always fascinated her, though, were the infantilists or

adult babies. They wanted to wear baby clothing, especially diapers, and

then wanted to use their diapers like little babies, and be changed or fed

or treated as much like babies as possible.



As she studied this particular group she learned many of them had deep

seated ties back to their baby or infant years and longed for the

sensations of soft baby clothes, the feelings of uncontrolled urination or

defecation and the resulting sensations of wetting or filling their

diapers. The sense of helplessnes and complete lack of responsibility

associated with being a baby gave them similiar feelings of

irresponsibility for their actions, allowing them to do or feel whatever

they wanted.



When the US government first approached her she couldn't understand why

they wanted her especially, but as the interviews and security clearances

were underway she soon understood. They wanted her to develop programs to

instill the feelings and desires normal for a transvestite or infantilist,

then associate these with strong guilt feelings to let them get control of

various undercover enemies or individuals the government wanted to control.



In the 6 years she was allowed to develop her "programs" she continued to

"treat" outside patients, particularly the TV and adult baby patients, to

help increase their feelings and release their inhibitions as fully as

possible, and then learn their motivations, the "hot buttons" that turned

them on so to speak, until she knew exactly what to do to "create" a TV or

adult baby personality from scratch. In the final two years several

antigovernment leaders had been programmed to become adult babies or TVs or

better yet sissy babies, male adult babies who wanted to dress and act like

baby girls, and then had their compulsions put them in compromising

positions where their credibility was shot.



Finally, she'd had enough and working on her director with her advanced

hypnotic and conditioning skills managed to effect her release from the

government service.



When Joyce had explained the setup at the Centre, and told her of her

ultimate plan, Janet was shocked, disbelieving and enthralled.



Coucheville was originally a regular town, but as the Centre grew in

importance, and became the main employer, then the sole employer the town

slowly died and the Centre families where the only inhabitants. This made

it an ideal location for the government work the Centre did. Noone would

ask questions.



Joyce had used her own considerable skills with hypnosis and subliminal

programming to get control of the two original senior directors until she

had the virtual control of the Centre and its unlimited source of funds.

Over a two year period, each of the male executives was programmed to obey

her. This way, the men still kept up the front of a male dominated and

controlled organization, which kept the government happy, yet Joyce was

actually at the head controlling the men.



Unfortunately, Joyce found the strain of constant programming and creating

a submissive personality also began to breakdown the men's effectiveness at

work, and soon they "burned out", and became useless except for menial

chores or minor functions where creativity or decision making capability

was not required.



As they talked, Joyce and Janet formed a devious and very effective plan.

Janet would use her incredible knowledge and skills to develop the same

effeminate or infantile drives in the men that they needed to control, and

would then work on the women to continue reinforcing these desires and

controls at home. The men would still be able to function normally but

would be as dependent on their "mommies" or nana as babies. The TV converts

would be shamed into obedience for fear of exposure.



For the first 2 years, half the men had been feminized and half had been

infantilized. Finally, they decided the adult babies were much easier to

control than the TVs, since fear and shame often resulted in poor

performance. The "babies" were trained to lose all bladder control at all

times, and both bladder and bowel control except when meeting with

outsiders like government officials. The constant wearing of diapers

reminded them of their dependence on mommy or nannies.



Finally, the wives were brought into the picture and were programmed to see

their husbands as babies at all times, and then come to work at the Centre.

Many were secretaries to their baby husbands and fed the necessary

instructions to their husbands just as they fed them their formula bottles

or baby food. Those husbands who didn't require a secretary would find

mommy in the daycare centre or nursery and go their for their meals and

changes whenever possible.



As Coucheville grew, the Centre developed its own schools, medical centres

and all the facilities a small town would need, with the best teachers,

doctors and facilities available.



As Joyce and Janet discovered the one problem became procreation and the

existing children born prior to the new programs.



They developed a program to have the women not want other babies, since

they would always have their baby husbands around. When it was necessary

for a woman to give birth to keep the population at necessary levels,

certain husbands would be allowed to "make a little baby for mommy". At all

other times mommy was completely happy with baby's tonge being artfully

applied to the desired location, or could listen to a special tape for half

an hour and experience orgasmic heaven while they listened.



The existing children were all "programmed" as required. Girls were taught

to be dominant and independent. They were trained to keep the boys as

babies as much as possible. The boys who were already toilet trained were

retrained and back in diapers in just a week or so. Once in diapers, the

baby feelings, needs and desires were emphasized until their personalities

developed into the dependent, submissive nature of most babies.



Boys with good intellects and skills were educated at the Coucheville

schools and taught an accelerated program to develop the particular skills

they required for the job they were to learn. This way a skilled workforce

would always be available.



A few girls and young women were similiarly trained to keep a balance of

skilled and necessary workers.



Over the last year, not a single male was toilet trained, and all wore and

used diapers constantly. The 25 males who had reached maturity and were

ready to marry were "prepared" and matched with suitable females, and then

fully introduced to a life of complete babyhood during their honeymoon

period. Therafter they were obedient, diapered little submissives for their

mommy who kept them in line and ready to do whatever was required of them.



John, with whom she and Danny Rotman had just finished the 10th session,

had been the first, and the last outsider to come to Coucheville.



He had come to Coucheville 2 1/2 years ago, when the Centre needed some

fresh public relations talent. The present director of PR had been one of

the original TV submissives, and had begun to be ineffective at raising the

funds they needed for their special training program. Somehow both she and

Joyce had slipped up on making sure John was properly indoctrinated, and it

wasn't until John had started his "investigation" abuot a year ago that

they realized their mistake.



Janet had had John's work area equipped with a special "white noise"

generator, which actually played subliminal messages that would cause his

stomache aches and headaches simulating stress from overwork. Finally, John

had gone to the Centre's clinic to see Dr. Rotman, Janet's personal 'pet',

for treatment.



Danny had introduced John to the new "relaxation" and "meditation"

treatments for stress, which in actual fact were subliminal conditioning

and hypnosis techniques she'd developed to lure unsuspecting new trainees

into her program. John had been particularly resistant to hypnotic

suggestion, and finally Janet had had to take over his "treatments" once

Danny had him under.



The last 4 sessions she'd used two new drugs the Centre had developed for

the government to break down a person's resistance to hypnotic programming

to ensure John accepted her suggestions. When he started wetting his bed

last week, she knew he was well on the road to diapered domination. Now she

just had to prepare his mommy to accept her proper role.



Ann at least was a much easier subject, and Janet was sure she would

willingly and easily play her role once she listened to her own tapes a few

times. Next week's visits should be VERY interesting.



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